I just wanted to post that I went for a drive and saw the ocean again yesterday and it made me happy.
There’s so much darkness in this story and it’s caused me so much pain and misery, especially for the past four years since I actively tried to get closure for my past trauma that I just wanted to post that I saw the ocean yesterday and it cheered me up.
I saw all of these people and happy families going to the beach and it gave me faith that someday I’ll get my happiness back someday.
Maybe I’ll go swimming soon.
I’m used to swimming with sharks so the beach shouldn’t be a problem.